When the Immature Cross The Line

I am a normally calm person, but one of my pet peeves is people who believe that they are better then someone else because a ONE class is school. The kid from my last post and I have not spoken since he got into said class, this is not because I was jealous in any way shape or form it is, because he flaunts that he is in this class ONLY in front of me. SO today I walked into my math class already stressed out because tomorrow is the PSAT and also because I am terrified that I am failing my journalism class, and to be courteous I said hi to him and he replied, "I thought you weren't talking to me because I am smarter then you." Which one is a ridiculous accusation and two is a complete and utter lie. So I gave it to him even though what I really wanted to do was punch him directly in the face cause I know for a face that I could knock him out. However, I realized soon after that for verbally attacking him and not being physical I turned out the winner. I have no plans to talk to him EVER AGAIN and I really and genuinely angry about what he said and don't plan to talk to him for the rest of the year!

The Inmature and The Emotastic

Ok, if someone makes unnessary and unneeded comments about anything that is going I would say that represents the peak of immaturity. However, the teachers and administrators at my school belive that I am too inmature for AP class. But, But the most non-mature kid in my school is now in AP class which makes me quite angry! Refering to the Emotastic the kid I was talking about yesterday has decided to take my advice to heart and stop being friends with me, as well as, the other kids in my group which is fine with me.

OMG he's so annoying

Today this kid in my school sent me an email about his feelings and how make fun of him too much, but in trying to control my feeling I yelled at him and i feel kind of bad but not really. All he wants is to be the center of attention and he doesn't understand that we all try to help him all the time but he can't understand sarcasm, and joking around. He refuses help and he can't understand that people can't let him be the center of attention all the time. So I told him that I feel that way, and he imploded like the banana in space. and i cannot deal with his problems and my problems at the same time. Also I feel like life requires a little give and take.

Today in the Life

OK, so my name is Emily and today I discovered that Life is complete bullshit, now I figure that this is something I should have discovered long ago. I must have overlooked this aspect but I have decided that most of the people in my life that I have trusted have turned around and Stabbed me in the back. From now on this will be my secret public journal!


Now I know that this may sound silly but I feel that this is necessary for me so i don't bottle up all of my anger.